B12 Deficiency... not good, but otherwise a decent food day~

So, I am apparently severely B12 deficient. SEVERELY.  I have to get bi-monthly shots and my dr wants me on daily replacement.  I am apparently NOT absorbing it through my gut like I should be, and this is more than likely the cause of my ALMOST DEATH last year. 

I'm going to be making another appointment with my dr to discuss this and why it could be happening and what I can do to stop it.  I eat enough eggs, shellfish, fish and other animal products to be getting MORE than enough of this vit.  I also don't eat wheat so that inflammation should be GONE.  How long should it take for my gut to heal?  Really???

Right now, I want to pull my hair out and SCREAM!

Excited to go get my dog tomorrow, even if I am just going to take her to the vet and such.  I may just keep her overnight because its an hour drive there and then another hour back to where she is staying with my brother in law.  I hope that she is approved.  I hope that it happens before this weekend.  I WANT MY DOG!

I've been eating twice a day.  'fasting' through the morning and eating at 11 or noon.  Then trying very hard to not snack between lunch and dinner at about 530.   My only concern is that I may not be getting enough calories, but I'm NOT hungry.  Perhaps if I pick up my activity again I will be, and I have new dance class starting next week (one day a week for 2.5 hours!) Hip hop fusion and technique and muscle control! *YAY* 

I'm gong to EXPLODE!

I am so nervous and excited at the same time!
I got the letters into the landlord for my emotional support animal accommodation. They called today to ask that I submit a photo and the spay and vaccine records for her. Since she has been living with my brother in law, I dont have her updated vaccines, and if his psycho gf did then we cant find the information. SO~ I've got an appointment tomorrow afternoon to have her shots and a checkup.
I am so afraid they are going to say no. SO afraid.
I am refusing to give into the need to munch. I ate a good breakfast/lunch and am still full.
my heart is beating fast and my fingers are tingly. not feelings I like, but I'm also not going to take a xanax. I'm going to finish cleaning my living room! HA!